the cold reminisce://+~

yehes. nka ol ndn sa wakas. haha.. mag sshare nlang ako.. homeschooling sucks, thank you for asking. imagine, june plang. :/ mdyo ayos lang din kasi i have more time for myself. WEH. sinong nloko ko. nwei, ito, gusto kong pag usapan yung dad ko. (hi dad, slmat sa dvds! =p) nag file sya ng annulment. na feeling ko super mahal kasi monthly pa daw nya binabayaran. (mas maappreciate ko kung sa gift mo nlng sken yung gnamet eh.) tas ang wrong timming dba, sa lhat ng gastos, problema. pero duh, may right time ba para sa annulment? naiinis ako sknya, kasi snasaktan nya si ma. kasi puro nlng sya problema. dont get me wrong, mahal ko sya, one and only father ko yun eh. kaso nga lang, hndi lang kmi one and only family. CRAP. oh well, dito lang ako palagi sa bahay, buhay baboy. :@) kahapon nag punta ko ng rp, bumili ako ng ballpen, haha.. f na f kong mag pka independent eh. tas ngkita kmi ni ma. : HAHA. today, ppunta nmn ako dun, bbili nmn ng gift for my beloved hanee banee. (hi britt.) i really wanted to give her the havianas na nkita ko. basta green xa tas may "10" pero duh. no maneh. next time.. ;) so im giving her nlang a.... LETTER. its the tot that counts nmn dba? nyahaha. bbili din ako ng skittles na red for myself. haha.. pati i rock, wala na ko eh.. my birthday, uh, our pla is sort of malapit na, walang regalo panget. HAHA. pero ewan, wala kaya akong maisip na gusto ko, mahirap mging masaya sa mundong malunkot. WEH. haha.. except syempre new phone, eh ultimo magulang ko nga hndi mabigay skn, kayo pa. >:p haha.. ocge, gawa nlang ako ng wishy list. :D lahat nung may *, kung sino man mag biagay sken nun, i'll love. :>

1. anything from bayo, 1 ung size ko.
2. shirt sa lacoste.* (teal or hot pink)
3. super stix. HAHA.
4. 325o.*
5.social life.*(priceless)
6.zebra hyper jell. HAHA! wala kc akong mahanap eh. :D (blue)
7. load?
8.bagong album ni lindsay.
9. YOU.***
10. CASH.
11. watch sa fossil.*

wala tlgang mag ppasaya skn. : okay,, tnatamad na ko, bye.

kite.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

hui! :D haha.. sobrang antagal ko ng hndi nka post, may mga madamot kasi, anyway, grbe, mttapos na summer hndi prn ako nkka swimming, pero ayos lang rin, haha.. andami ng nanyari grbe, i dont know where to start =p oh well, yung ngayon araw nlng, haha.. today, pumunta kmi ni kuya ng gateway, nag meet cla nung labi dabi nya, ang galing kya, after nine years na wlang communication, they still remember each other, odiva. haha.. meant to be tlga, pero ewan, only time will tell.. they like each other for sure, haha.. so ayun, kumain kmi sa taco bell, nanood ng movie, over the hedge, ayos lng sya, super ancute nung turtle.. haha.. lecheng da vinci code yan.. haha.. tas super ang haba nung pila, oh well.. it was worth it, ata? haha.. malapit nnmn mag pasukan, pnag sisihan ko na na mag hhome school ako, bakit kite? BAKIT. i should have listend to my friends.. rah. feeling ko sobrang mgging lame tong sy na to, well, for me, pero look on the bright side, more time for myself, more money for myself, lhat for myself. nyaha, self centered? live with it. hay, ayan, asa mood akong mag drama ngyn, haha.. GUSTO KO NA NG BAGO. as in, desperado na ko. =( i want somebody caring, funny, sensitive, attractive? yeah, someone like YOU. haha.. san naman ako mkkahanap ng ganyan na single? my gulay, ngyn wla na nga akong social life, wla pang love life? GREAT. oh well, masya naman mging single dba? haha.. hlatang napipilitan, haha.. alam mo yung feeling na everthings passing you by? im so tired of telling people that im happy for them, sana nmn dumating na uli yung time na cla nmn yun mag sbi skn nun, haha.. sana. anyway, life is shit. cryoso, m22log ng 11, 2 the latest, gcng ng 8, 11 latest, tas text, nood, labas, wlang progress. tas feeling ko im running out of friends, sobrang ang loser ko. hay, i miss school, tas ngyn, wla na kong illook forward to, ngyn ko lng nrealize na wla tlga pera compared to friends, and loveones. cryoso. i lost everything sobra, sana kya kong ibalik? sana.. oh well, tama na yan, tama nrn to. cge, later.

kite.

Monday, March 13, 2006

Memories haunting my evenings,Eyes watching me through the moon I hope my good days

aren't over Not so soon..

I never have seen an angel I gave up watching the sky Whisper softly to me honey But don't

lie, don't you lie
brittany: still see you when my eyes are closed And tell me why I can't let go I still smell you

inside of my clothes Oh, honey

Someday I'll go for the glory I'll conquer everyones fears and For once the ending of the story

won't be tears I have seen to much betrayal I have heard to many lies Someday I'll be purple

lightning in the skies

kite.

"sugod mga kapatid! tyo ay mag samasama, iwagayway na ang bandera, rock 'n roll hanggang umaga!"

yesh. :D LSS na to. haha.. oh anyway, this morning, i saw my dad, hmp. lalng, haha.. i went to mcdo again, syempre, ako pa. haha. bukas uli..? sana, hm. so today, we had our shoe rehersals, i was so wrong about looking forward to it, it was, a touch of hell. no joke ah. hm. oh well, haha.. then, recess, ayun,tambay lng sa may canteen ng faculty, yess, ng faculty :> musta nmn yun dba. haha.. tas yun, hndi kmi kumain, laughtrip lng, tas picture picture, ang landi ni eliz, ayaw pa mag papic with me, o'cmon eliz, i know you want too :> haha! oh anyway, hndi ko na ikkwento yun practices, prehas lng nmn eh. after lunch, we went to, where else, the sports comp, tas yun, inanouce na yung mga "tap ten if the butch" you rock ms lamorena! :)) oh anyway, akala ni bernie wla sya, tas top 2 pla ang bruha, then she cried, it was so, ewan, haha.. bsta, alm mo yun, seeing your class president, the one who gives you, lots and lots of warnings, violation slips, and a whole lot of shouting, imagine her, crying. wow. you can really tell by the smile on her face, the tears on her cheeks, the twinkle in her eye, that she has worked really hard to get that, and she really deserves it. congrats bernie, you rock. :D oh yan, may tribute na ko kay bernie, haha.. so yun, after ianounce yun, we sang, then it rained. WOW uli. wlalng prng nkalimutan ko na kasi yung feeling ng nag papaulan eh, kasi super stressful tlga ngayon, hay. so yun, after nun, wla lng, kain kmi nla eliz, then they left, bonding with gab, annelle, eryel, tas with issa, maikee, haha.. tas ayun, nung naisipn na kong sunduin ni mama, mga 5:30 na yun, i looked up, and saw the sky, it was so breath taking, you all know that i love the sky right? lalo na yung sunset. the best ever. eh bsta yun, tas bgla kong naalala si britt, whooops? haha.. eh kasi wlalng, that used to be somthing we enjoyed together, i mean not together bsta, prng kung hndi ako, sya yung mag ttext, "ui! tinan mo yung sky!" wlalng, nmiss ko lng cguro yun,nung may phone pa ko. tsk. hm. wla nren phone si kuya! nyahaha! ano kuya, masaya ba?! :P haha.. so aun, wla na kong masabi, bsta, nbbother lng tlga ko. alm mo yun. bkt ngayon ko lng naaapreciate yung mga tao, bagay, na sobrang nag pasaya skn, yung supern ag impact sa life ko, na hndi ko tlga mkkaliutan ever, hay. bkt ngayon lng?! pero ewan, cguro mggwa ko nlng is to make the most out of the remainning days, hay. mamamiss ko tlga kyong lahat. bakit ba gninto. anyway, i dont wanna end this misrable again, so, before i saw the beautiful sunset, we had an encounter with this stupid old lady, driving a black revo, maldita ka! PO ;)) love lots and loads! :))

kite.

Friday, March 10, 2006

"everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain.. but you can't have a rainbow, without a little rain"

hay, as of now, im sad, i don't know why, but that wouldn't hinder me to post. nyahaha..

so yun, typical day, almost, nag mcdo uli kami, (ako, jaxine, eliz, joana, gabi) unti unti ng nbbawasan my gash. so yun, after mag breakfast, hndi nmn pinaubos skn ung food ko, nag mamadali na kasi, hndi pa naman kmi late. tae. then yun, practice uli, tas mga aroung 8, pnag break na kmi agad, masyado, kasi nga dba khpon ang daming nahimatay and all, so yun, required kming kumain, eh duh, galing kming mcdo dba? so un, nag c2 nlng ako, and my all time favorite, sumo baby! :)) haha.. so yun, kantahan ulit, wala tlgang patid! rawr, tas yun, once again, umalis yung mga pesteng guro, haha.. hndi kasi ako mka nguya ng maayos kpag andun cla eh, tas yun, music teachers nnmn, ansaya tlga.. nag bubble gum ako uli, pink nmn today, haha.. tapos, lunch na, i ate cheese roll, tas pepsi diet, grbe your the best pepsi diet! :)) tas yun, laughtrip with joana and eliz, mdyo with kacey nrn kaso she had frequent trips to the lavatory, dhl sa kluts nyang hair, tas everytime na bbalik sya smen, ssbhn nya, "maayos ba?" or, "bagay?" minsan funny, minsan hindi. haha.. so yun, after lunch, sa sports com nmn yung practice, wla prn yung mga teachers! :D but mr. britanico proposed a deal, pag hndi daw kmi "noisy and rowdy" pag ppractsin nya kming seating down, if we misbehave, tatayo kmi buong hapon, "no thanks " so yun, we were singing, tas bgla nlng may pumito, "andyan na mga hapon!" tas lhat kmi nag aus na ng upo, "the 'L' position" then yun, practice, tas we prayed, tapos na! :D shoe rehersals on monday and tuesday, "bats nite" on wednesday, exited na ko! :) nothing worth mentioning happend today, ay onga pla, sbi ni ma skn knina, "dissapointed ako syo, kasi sa 7 yrs mo dyan sa mc hndi ka man lng nag honor, i expected so much more form you." hay nako, hndi nmn yan nkka pressure no. anyway, bye na, post nlng ako uli kpag may kwento ko. babay ;)

kite.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

and i wanna hug you.. :(

exactly one year ago, i was in blue magic, getting a gift for trinca, then i realized that your birthday was on the 25th, so i bought you one too. happy nine.

kite.

Anyway, dismissal time I was with my devil, Kite. I love her.. :D Sinamahan niya ko sa 2nd floor café dahil secret ;) It’s between me, her and the 2nd floor café. Labo :P Basta, aylabyou kite! You’re the best devil I ever had :))

kite.

game game game! :)) ayan, today, super daming nanyari, so un, nag breakfast kmi nila eliz, kacey, joana, Janice, felisa, lu-I, jaxine, sa mcdo, tas dumating kami sa school 7:30 na, tas hndi pa kmi nalate :)) anyway, after nun, kantahan nnmn, achievement kasi hndi ako nkatulog! ;)) kasi nakakabuhay yung ngite ni sir britanico! ;)) haha.. anyway, aun, everything was going well (pti si kacey oaky nrn, as of now.) until ipakilala yung mga psalmists, ano ba nmn yan, who chose you?! Hayayay.. tas nag salita pa si mr. turtle, rawr tlga sya, tas si Sheila, nag hyper ventilate nnmn, tas lumapit si sir pausing pti si ms. Paras, tinanong ni sir kay ms, "kakargahn ko nba?" swerte tlga ni princess Sheila oh. ;)) tas umepal ako, (ako pa! :P) sbi ko, "wag na sir, maiingit lang ako eh! :p"then he gave me "the look" ktwa trla swear! ;)) so after lunch, eto na, eto na. ;)) ang late ntpos nung practice ng 4th yr sa sports com. So nlate din pti kmi, tas may meeting pa yung mga teachers, ang andun lng, music teachers, oh yess! ;) so un, kantahan nnmn, tpos bwal mag fan, haha.. even using your blouse! ;)) so syempre, mag mga na ffan prn kasi nga, wala yun mga sundalo ni ms sarmiento, pero ang init prn, tasa may nahimatay, si donai! ;( so prang kmi, ayan kasi, pa "no fanning no fanning" pa silang nllman, so lhat kmi nag ppay-pay na, haha.. tas bglang akong ngutom, so I started looking for food, tas si princess Sheila daw may pagkain, hotdog and rice pare! ;)) naubos ko yung yung 4 na hot, with a little help from niko! :> tulup! :D so yun, after may mag nosebleed, and mahimatay uli,(more than 4 cguro) pnag break muna nila kmi for 10 mins.. oh dba :> during nung break, something really painful happened, nag uusap kmi nila lia, tapos hndi ko alm kung bkt, pero bsta inasar ko syang baboy, super wrong move. Hinampas nya kong super lakas! As in napa luhod at napaiyak ako sa sakit, tas sbi nila may square dawn a red sa likod ko, prng ako, "square?!" ;)) nice tlga, likod ko pa tlga dba, hay nako, tapos kumalat sa class so prng lahat sila, "patingin, patingin!" after nmn nun, its either mappa mura sla or ttwa, how nice :D then yun, ntpos na ung practice, wla prn yung mga sundalo, 45 mins pla ah! :D so un, nkta ko si yzel pti si ka-te sa may 2nd floor café, so I stayed, we talked about love in general, tas sinamahn ko si eliz pra mkita nya yung rainbow hairband- mongoloid nya! ;)) joke lng angel ko! :P then I went to the mmj, akala ko wla pa si ma, big mistake, super magalit sya kasi late ako ng one hour, tas she called me "lintik" (my mom really loves me :P) then, my adventure didn’t stop there! ;))
pag uwi nmn, dumaan kmi sa tita ko, tas sumama sa bhy yung ko pang tita and her baby daughter na love na love ako, pti sya love na love ko.. haha.. so sun, I started writing na nga, tas pona on skn ng tita yung computer, mag ccheck daw sya ng mail, so I did, tas after 5 mins, na dc! ;)) so pnabli ako ng internet card, tas nkita ko si eka pti si ina, tas syempre si ina, unang unang snbi skn, "bkt ka nkkalabas?!" prng ako, "di din ina.." tas sbi nya, "tnitext mo prn sya eh!" hndi nlng ako nag salita, it didn’t end there, its eka’s turn ;)) "sbi nya, sila na kya uli, bakit umiepal ka prn?!" (I swear, prng nrnig ko nay an before) oh I just wanted to die! ;(( , ngumite nlng ako, sbi ko, "hi din eka.." tas sbi ni ina, "hindi kna kya nya mhl! *laughing*" sbi ko, "okay thanks" I was really upset, nung paalis na ko, tinatwag ako ni eka, prang sa isip isip ko, "ano pba? Iddiin nyo pba?" tas bi ni eka, "kiss ko" so after nun, umalis na ko, so yun lng, happy nine sainyo, thanks a lot, that really made my day..

kite.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

pwede bang iskip na yung bukas, ewan ko, kahit na sobrang tagal na nyang wala, ito pa rin, umiiyak pa rin ako, nalulunkot, naiinis, hay nako. sobrang knina pa kong umaga wala sa mood for anything, wala na tlga eh, patay na. wala na chance na bumalik pa, kaya ko 'to. *sniff* eh aun, so kwento na, gnun prn, boring, may mga funny names, pero bukas na, wala tlga ko sa mood, tas basta yun,"statiu" thing, sbi ni ms. sa rmiento. yun lng. happy womans day. tsss. cge. later.

kite.

hayayay! grbe, ansaya ng gabi ko! :)) kasi dba, sobrang igno ko sa ganitong stuff so i've got two advisers, eliz and britthoney, yehes, special mention! :)) oh anyway, basta kasi gusto kong ibalik yung rainbow layout ko, hay nako, kmiss tlga yun.. oh anyway, tas may snabsi si eliz, "yung flower na maliliit sa taas, yung navigation" parang ako, ANO?! super igno ko tlga! :)) hahaha.. ayun, so prng ako, "anong flower? anong flower?!" so un, super devastated tlga ko dyan sa flower na yan, nag sumbong ako sa honey ko, MALI DIN. "brittany: waiiiiit
brittany: di mo pa alam yung flowers?" so aun ako, nag mumukang tanga dahil sa lintik na flowers na yan. : after ko pag tawanan sarili ko, this is what happend, eliz_o8: HINDI PALA FLOWER YON!
eliz_o8: snow flakes! :)) grbe tlga. : ayayay. nice tlga. eliz strikes again, snowflake. : so after nun, ang na achieve ko lang is, nkita ko yung posts ko, for the first time! :)) MUSTA NAMAN YUN DBA?! :)) bsta, this has been a great night. sobra. haha! tas ang funny pla ng blog ko, chill out?! :)) ANO BA NMN YAN! :)) so aun, stop na tlga, grbe, mhl na mhl ko na tong blog ko, and i swear, sa summer, mmging expert na ko dito : with a little help from eliz and britt :P cge, kitakits! :P (nakaasar yung chill out thing! :)) )

kite.

ayan game, okay na ko, sadness left, haha.. aun, ang wierd ng araw na to! ang daming nasaktan, hay nako.. darling ko, okay lng yan.. oh anyway, ayoko na magkwento about school, prehas lng nmn eh, aun, my lips are burning! as in, hot nya, hmm.. labo, pero basta.. nilagyan ko ng ice, sbi kai ni eliz. tsk. wrong move. mas lumala! rawr tlga. pero natitiis ko na sya, hmm. so yun, knina, super boring tlga sa practice, so i made a list, of the funny names of my batchmates, oh yes, im heaven sent. :> haha! so sana lng hindi kyo ma offend, trip trip lng to ah? loveyou batchmates. :) o game! :))

pante
suba
matutina
sipsip
bulut
apongoraw
takiki
tomboc
labugin
gahol
maipid
tirabat
inting
dulay
laso
katigbak
batumbakal

ayan, so, sorry tlga sa mga ma ooffend, it's just for the sake of having fun sa practice, so yun, yan lng ginawa ko buong practice, tapos there was this girl, omygosh. as in. ASS. laki super, oh well. ;) tas si ms. sarmiento, grbe, extra mean sya ngayon.. haha.. "stand like a statiu! (statue)" hmm.. nice nice.. tas hay nako, sir mr. turtle ang mc sa grad, "ang kloseng mag tatapos.. " klase po. basta, ang saya tlga man lait ng teachers, hobby na eh no, haha.. basta, i can't wait sa shoe rehersals! :)) cge, im feeling much better, because of yooou. :) haha.. cge, ito lang ah, don't cry while driving, may mabubundol ka swear. LABO ANO BA. hmm. my lips are still burning. hmmp. ICE! :))

later ;)

kite.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

ui!Ü haha.. lalng, ansaya today, pero boring, eh bsta, so ganito, umalis kmi ng bahay mga 7 na, so syempre nalate ako, haha.. sa may high school na agad ako nagpunta, ang ganda na pala dun, gusto ko na tuloy mag mchs, rawr. anyway.. aun so pag dating ko dun, kanatahan nnmn, tapos break, tas ksma ko yung "couple" pti c thea. tas nalate kmi sa practice. nice. tas inanounce yung names namin sa stage, kahiya, pero medyo cool. :D tapos, after lunch, practice naman ng pagkuha ng diploma, tapos yung buong name yung snasbi, sobrang ang funny! :)) may pangalan, "maipit, matutina, malibog etc." im not joking, : haha.. sorry na lang.. :P so aun, ehdi tapos na kming umakyat sa stage, kc nga first section, so may 8 pa. hayayay. ang hirap matulog sa mono block chair infairness. haha.. tapos yun, after nung torture, super exited akong makita uli yung mga bridget friends ko, si "lolo" or patricia, whatever you want, insomiac, as in kelangan nya ng sleeping pills para makatulog, c geff naman, may something sa mata, ewan, kalimutan ko, tas diabetic din sya, hay buhay nga naman, tapos si klara, "time adict" (tsk, tsk, franz tlga.) kasi naman dba, dapat time conscious[?] tapos syempre, c franz, basta sya yung forever crush na kuya, basta. haha.. so yun, we've been going out cguro for 3 weeks na ata? basta nag start nung valentine's yung super pangit na araw. err tlga, anyway, so yun, after nun, palagi na kming nag kikita sa may cello's, sobrang alam mo yun, kahit sobrang pagod na ko and all, napapawi tlga lahat, kasi sobrang laugh trip, tapos wlang kyong inaalalang problema, sobrnag napamahal na sial skn since nung una pa lng kmi nag kita, kasi dba, parang sobrang badtrip tlga ko nun, tas cla super tnatry nila kong pasayahain.. hayayay.. so anyway, yung lang yung pinaka high light ng araw na 'to, sana araw araw tuesday na lng. :) heehee.. pero syempre, hndi pwede yun, darating at darating ang bukas, na mgging super boring nnmn. hay nako, kung pwede lng tlga mag dala ng unan. haha.. so yun, sa mar 15, batch night na! :D super yung na tlga yung pinaka last na masaya, (hindi nmn kc masaya yung grad, puro nalng pahirap.) so prng ppunta ata yung sponge, pti mymp, pero ewan ko. haha.. tas may batch shirt kmi, nakakatawa yung nka lagay.. "bada-at-lizm" hmm.. palusot pa sila eh, vandalism! :P haha.. so yun, tinatamad na ko. bukas na lng uli. hay nako, medyo sad din pla ko knina, eh kasi naman eh, wala, secret. cge, bye na tlga. muaah! :)

later. ;)

kite.